food day:( im tired, and just want to sleep, but have a stupid test tomorrow!! ewwy!! but at least i kinda sorta understand it! kinda… have books on reserve that im picking up at nine so im stuck at the library until then… and “trying” to study. 

can’t wait for school to be over, got a taste of summer, and it looks like ill be feeling much better about everything during summer. Bf is going to the gym with me and i went every day while i was home, and i felt…better. can’t wait! 2 more weeks!

diet was on point today! so even though I had a bad day because of having to study all day just to go to a test and not understand anything, at least i have a positive to come out of today:)

distance makes the heart grow fonder, my ass…. i miss him:(

just went through all my old posts… weird how all of them are about how I hate myself for binging… or how I’m going to get back on track, and how I wish I were happier… 

just goes to show how weight doesn’t affect your happiness.. in all of these posts I was different weights, at the beggining I was quickly declining my way down to 122, and then more recently rapidly increasing to 135… 

and it is all relative. I began this journey at 156 pounds and I think my biggest fear is getting back there. Right now I need to focus on feeling better, and that means I need to focus on being a better me… not eating less, eating better. Not excercising every second of the day, but exercising enough to feel good. Studying so I’m not upset by my grades!

all things I will be trying to work on in the upcoming months…

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